What's it all about Lord?

What's happening Lord? Where's the breakthrough?

I seem to be the only one who doesn't feel a thing!!

What's more, my friends can't make it!

Lord, is it me? Am I not desperate enough? Am I not praying enough?

Argh Lord! What's wrong?

Today, I couldn't take it. I was too sleepy. Wanted to pray at 4pm but ended up going to sleep. Argh. Struggled. In the end, prayed at 630pm.

I was very discouraged. Because my friends weren't responding! I asked myself many many questions. I felt lousy. I felt incompetent.

But then it dawned upon me. I was sucking myself into self-pity. Didn't want that to happen. So I stopped and gave thought to what was happening.

Maybe God was challenging me to something more. I remember Him asking on Sunday,"How long will your fire last?" And today He asked me," How long are you willing to pray for? This week only?"

I don't want it to end this week. I really want to continue praying for them. I really want to see my family and friends experience His love. I really want to.

God keep stirring me, because my passion and faith are low. I want to keep praying till I see Your promises fulfilled.

Lord, SPARE YOUR PEOPLE! We want to stand in the gap. We will pray on our knees.