Sunday, April 09, 2006

Have You Caught It Yet?

The past weeks have been exhilarating. The visitation of God upon Rgen has been no less than awesome!

I have learnt more about prayer this week; and that's because I begin to pray more. Hah!

Yup, I have learnt the value of prayer. Really. I always thought some people just had a knack for prayer, and I wasn't one of those. I always thought that I 'specialised' in worship. So Quiet time was 30% prayer and 70% worship. Well, this few weeks, I have seen the power of prayer. When I begin praying, God begins to place in me desires to pray and that has been so so cool!

It draws me to God. And I long for that drawing.

The past week has been a tough journey. Juggling with thoughts about myself, my LG. I wondered, how come I still can't pray with that desperation? Why can't I just travail for the souls of others? I questioned myself regularly whethered I was being a spiritual model of prayer for the younger ones. So afraid that my lack of hunger would be a stumbling block to my LG.

I really asked myself al these and up till now, I'm still looking for the answers.

I have arrived at one conclusion: to pray until my heart is broken and I can pray His heart.

I'd just know it! I'd know when I've prayed the prayers of the Father.

I really want to cry out for my generation! The hardness in my heart has taught me one thing: Revival Prayers are God-given. I really cannot churn out such a deep cry. It is really by God's grace and timing.

So have you caught it? Have you started going on your knees?

When have you wept for your generation? If not, start with your heart. God looks for a place to drop His prayer. Will you allow Him to?

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