Wednesday, September 27, 2006

where your heart is, there your receipts will be.

Uncle preached on money on sunday.

What struck me hard was my treasure. Where my receipts lead to, there you'll find my treasures.

I've been looking back and I have decided to stop spending money on worthless stuff.

Sweets, can drinks, extra food. They all must go. I don't need them.

I wanna be all out to save and contribute to building fund!!! =)

I want to be responsible for my money! =)

Sunday, September 17, 2006

Till the ground till it's ready.

We don't manipulate the hands of God.

We don't force Revival to come.

We don't manufacture Revival.

We don't move hearts or effect change.

But we can till the ground.

I will put my hands to the plough. At all cost.

At all cost.

At all cost.

I want to fashion my life according to His plans. One step at a time. One prayer at a time. One less sin at a time.

I will not die till I see the promise of God come to pass in my life.

My hands will behold the glory of His rain.

Let it start now. Now.

Monday, September 11, 2006

In School, and not in good shape.

Yesterday, the leaders gathered to pray. WE sat there, we prayed and God spoke.

I am convicted. Of the things I should have done and have not done.

Quoting from Daryl's sound clip,"We can spend 2 hours in a stinking cinema and not pray for half an hour"

Stale bread. Feeding on crumbs. Leftovers.

Is that what I want to achieve in ministry? Is that what I want to achieve in school? Scraping by and giving my minimal, just to get away?

Guilty as charged. I have chosen the path of an Israelite in Moses' time, asking whether for stale bread, when He feeds daily.

Gracious Saviour, Loving friend.

"You stood before my failures,
and carried the cross for my shame..."

I can still stand before Him. With arms wide, and heart abandoned.

Not in good shape, but Lord mould me, because I am willing.