Monday, September 11, 2006

In School, and not in good shape.

Yesterday, the leaders gathered to pray. WE sat there, we prayed and God spoke.

I am convicted. Of the things I should have done and have not done.

Quoting from Daryl's sound clip,"We can spend 2 hours in a stinking cinema and not pray for half an hour"

Stale bread. Feeding on crumbs. Leftovers.

Is that what I want to achieve in ministry? Is that what I want to achieve in school? Scraping by and giving my minimal, just to get away?

Guilty as charged. I have chosen the path of an Israelite in Moses' time, asking whether for stale bread, when He feeds daily.

Gracious Saviour, Loving friend.

"You stood before my failures,
and carried the cross for my shame..."

I can still stand before Him. With arms wide, and heart abandoned.

Not in good shape, but Lord mould me, because I am willing.

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