I just went down to Komoco Motors at Ubi, beside Comfort driving centre.
The servicing plus repair costs up to 1k! Oh man! So pricey! I really regret making that rash exit from Balestier Primary.
Anyway, Sunday night, we went cycling. A few of the older ones. It sure was cool! I clocked 3:08:22 and cycled about 60km! My first time cycling so long!
I would never forget the Changi Coastal Route we took. We circled the peripheral of Changi Airport!! It felt never-ending. Haha.
Another major event to note : I am marking mid-year scripts totalling 350. As of now, I am left with 120 scripts! Hooray!
Well, yesterday night, as I was going home, I was reminded of myself.
I wondered how my leaders used to view me. Slacking away in JC, putting on a mask. Telling my leaders I'm ok when I'm actually not. I bet they knew everything, just that they didn't force it down my throat. Wonder what kind of conversations they had with other leaders,
"Aiyah, don't know what's wrong with him! See la! Get into a relationship! Nevermind, his choice! Can't force him..just let him burn his fingers..."
or maybe
"Dunno man, felt so burdened for him..don't know what he's doing..."
It felt all too familiar last night as Daryl and I chatted a little on the journey home. I wonder what my leaders thought of me.
Is it how I feel right now about my lifegroup? Hah. Probably.
One thing's for sure, they never stopped believing in me and praying for me. That's why I am what I am today.
I will pray for you younger ones! Because we believe in you. We believe God has mightier plans for you.
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=) hey hey ... i know what i thought "I pray that you'll allow jeremy to see his life in the length of eternity and make the right choices. Protect him from making wrong ones, teach him what You want to in all this. We all have our process to walk through and I know this is his."
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