I really can't remember.

Well, I wanted to blog since evening 5pm, but I haven't got down to it yet.

Went for dinnner with Dad, and thought we'd go back after eating; we sat down and he drank teh tarik.

Well, the past few days have been an emotional rollercoaster. I don't know why, spiritual attack maybe. I would feel dull all of a sudden and my thoughts would turn negative.

"You're not good enough..."

"You ain't fit to be a leader..."

Well, such thoughts kept popping up. I just knew they were wrong. It didn't spur me to love God, it just immobilised me.

Thank God for His grace and love, when I spent time with Him, I felt so much better.

Hmm, don't know why these few days events that would poke me keep coming my way.

Well, doesn't matter, because God's got the day!

Today one of my students really gave me a black face. He was upset over his paper. It affected me because I got kinda upset and angry with his reaction. He didnt' show much respect and his attitude was rude. But I've gotten over it.


Looks like a gloomy entry, but it really isn't.

It's not just a feeling, but I know that He is real.

All these have proven one thing: Living in His presence and promise can enable victorious living.
I don't feel as downcast as I'd felt last time.

One last thing, bit the inside of my cheek when I was eating ice-cream. I claimed healing, and it's healing faster than usual. Praise God!

Well, from FF Bosworth, the process of trust and faith is more important than the perceivable healing. Lord, help me grow my faith!