Monday, March 06, 2006

What a glorious day..


Another glorious day in my life! It sure feels good to be clearing leave! Woke up quite early to follow Hong Da to Temasek Poly. He wanted to file his application for an appeal. Yup. I’ve realized the impact of my blog. Cuz people do actually read it! Oh mine! All you people reading this entry; you guys/gals really have so much time on your hands eh...heh.

Well, back to the events of my day. I came home pretty early. I think it was 11am or thereabout.

Anyway, I tried to spend an hour worshipping the Lord this afternoon. I told Him last night I would try today, cuz last night I was kinda tired. So I tried honouring my word. WELL, it didn’t really go as plan. Hah. I stopped after like about 20min? Not too sure of the timing. Anyway, it was a pretty much a failure. Haha. Will try again tomorrow! I was feeling pretty neutral, no large or desperate desire. You know what I mean? Some times you feel as if the desire in your heart could burn and blaze the heavens with unquenchable worship. Today was not one of those days. I came pretty normally. I asked myself, why didn’t I feel anything? Then I decided it’d be better to just worship Him and see how it goes. So I did. I sang a few songs, prayed in the Spirit. And after some time I opened my eyes. Unsatisfied. I just knew God deserved more than such impassionate renditions. Yet, deep down, I really could not draw from such emotions. Eventually, I told myself not to focus on how I felt but to persist in praising Him.

Well God did speak at the end – I was reminded of His love for me. I just felt a small prompting telling me that He loves me. Hmmm, let’s see. It wasn’t much of an emotion. It was more of a truth. I finally understood that God’s love never changed. Don’t really know why, but it’s one of those things that suddenly hit you and you go,’ Hey, yar man! God’s love still remains the same!’ That truth today became more than head knowledge. It reached into my heart. Hope ya get what I mean.

Well, that’s pretty much all for now.

Felt like blogging because many people have been telling me to update my blog.

Cheers man! This entry is for you pals! Adieu.

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