Inspiration

Inspiration. That’s what struck my heart today. After a short ‘speech’ by Ps Ben at the meeting, I really felt inspired to inspire. The bulletin’s cover read something like:  Inspire faith and not fear. Wow.

I don’t really know what to type. Just feel so determined to lead my guys to the next level.

Honestly, I wonder why it’s so hard for some of them to be on time. (Hey dudes, don’t get offended k…) Haha. And I wonder why some of them it really hard to do some other stuff as well.

Sidetrack: I look back at my own life and sometimes, I smile to myself. I smile because I used to be somewhat like that also! Oh man!

Anyway, let’s focus. Before my LG gets slightly aggressive and defensive, don’t worry, just read on yeah? So as I was saying, I really can’t understand. I ask myself, must I be harder on them? Am I too laxed? Or am I driving them to hard?

In retrospection, I don’t think I ever really scolded anyone (Have I?), and I did feel I told them quite a few times already, almost a nag at times. Felt quite dismayed and feeling ‘sighy’ as I thought to myself.

Inspiration. “Inspire them! You remember the leaders you all had? One thing they did was IMPART to you the values you hold! You must learn to inspire them!” Some of the words I caught Ps Ben saying.  At that moment, something just connected within me. I felt that that was the key- the key to unlocking potential. That was the key to unleashing the raw energy that God placed in each and every one of our youth. Wow.

Suddenly, I felt I had the POWER. The power to change lives was in my hands. If only I could find a way to get through to them  and stick them to God’s powerhouse. Oh man, what immeasurable things God can do!

So this is it. Inspire faith Jem, inspire faith.