Inexplicable.

It's funny how sometimes I doubt God will speak to me regarding major decisions in my life.

We always say, pray about it, think about it, and then see how. I've always wondered how God speaks to me about decisions in my life.

Recently, I had to decide on the choice of my first job. This experience has taught me much about trusting God and obeying Him in my decisions.

The wise move for an accountant would always be to choose audit in a Big 4 firm or any accounting-related work in any corporation, so that he could get his CPA certification and go n to do others.

On Saturday night, I had actually emailed a company stating my interests to join their audit dept. I could not sleep the whole night! Before that, I had this uneasiness regarding my choice. Somehow I felt I should have spent more time asking God, instead of hastily emailing the HR contact.

And so, once again ,God was right, and I was foolish. Could have saved myself much distress regarding this matter.

I have finally decided to just choose tax, because somehow I feel most strongly God wants me there. =)

Through this experience, the conclusion of the matter is : pray until I feel God says yes.