Choices

It's pouring outside now. It's beautiful to stare out the window, where the winds howl and rain crashes down, knowing that you are save in the comfort of your concrete establishment.

Haha.

I've decided not to work this holiday so that I can really spend more time with God and to take time to rest as well. =)
Hopefully I won't waste my time away watching tv.

Choices. Life is full of it. Simple ones like what I'm going to eat later with the guys at kovan to complicated ones.

When I typed the word complicated, I pictured this scenario:

Life isn't going to good, school's tough. Your friends seem far away at times, you don't know where you're headed spiritually, and things just don't feel that right anymore. Family isn't nice to you anymore, you fail half the tests you take.

You face many questions in life, you wonder whether running this race for God is worth it.

Well, the correct answer would always be "Aiyah, trust God la, He will help you through it."

Too many a times, those words feel like feathers upon our heavy heart. You wonder whether God's promises to you are true.

I've thought about it. And I look back at the times when I fell really really low. Was sulky and crappy most of the time ; thank God He picked me up out of the miry clay. It really was grace that pulled me up.

I seriously have no solution or method to help, but I can only pray that our eyes will be open to all that God has said in His word, and the many times He has pulled us up in the past.

Argh. If we only see what God sees.