My House COmputer is down!!

Argh! My brother and I did something to the wireless router and now I cant access the internet.

Anyway, some of the guys are in Ipoh. I am here in S'pore, giving up my holiday to do Bali Video! What a great sacrifice. Haha. Lame.

So it's been a while, since that's the case, let's go through what I've been doing since sunday.

Well, slept in till 1pm on Monday, thanks toWorld Cup. Zidane, Zidane, the world's rambling and musing about you. Why why, did you miss the header and hit Materazzi? Oh Well.

I played Tennis with Uncle on Tuesday and went to his house to watch Baloche talk about music theory on DVD.

Well, we were parking at AMK Ave 10 to eat lunch (It's a great place to eat Ban Mian!!) and GLen was talking about worhsip leading. He said, in my own phrases, that sometimes we place expectations on ourselves and expect certain things to happen in worship.

Well, I thought about it, and I felt it's true for me. Sometimes, as a worhsip leader, I want God to move in a certain way; maybe His Holy Holy presence falls and all prostrate in awe. Hah.

But yesterday, it's just dawned upon me, again, that it really isn't about me and my expectations. I just have to let Him do it.

That's why sometimes I feel so stressed, almost like a need to perform. So I've learnt.

Lord, it really never was about the song or the arrangement, it's about You and pleasing You.