I need to go pick up my brother from school in approx. 15mins; thought I would seize the chance to blog, lest I lose the desire to. I am seriously distressed. I am so internally unstable. I can’t decide which university to go. Just went down to SMU to ‘catan’ with some of the older ones. And boy, it sure felt like “the place” for me. Hah. Let’s recap my journey.
It all started when I decided to ask God which university I should go. I felt that it was NTU. It wasn’t exactly like, “Send me Lord, I see the call! I see the barrenness of the land! Send me! I will go. It was more like this little feeling that whispered, “ntu..”
As time went by, I gave serious thought to this issue. All along, I had wanted to go SMU for convenience sake. It’s at cityhall!!! Imagine the VAST difference it would be traveling to the two universities! I can’t possible imagine the countless leg muscles that I would stress on the mrt ride from Boon lay to Eunos. Oh boy, not something I would like to eundure for 3years.
The benefits of SMU are many. Yet, a small niggling feeling in my heart (Actually, it’s the area around the centre of my chest, to be exact. Don’t exactly know whether it’s the heart that’s telling me or some other organ.)
There are other factors as well.
The bottom line still remains: I would really like to be where the good Lord wants me to go. It’s too important a decision to let my own flesh take control of. Oh well, I shall continue to seek Him..
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