Daddy don't sleep.

Baby look up there’s our star in the middle of the sky
Shining where we are to comfort you and I
While I hold you in the dark I hope you see the light
And the passion of my heart in this simple lullaby

Daddy don’'t sleep daddy don’t slumber
I don’t wonder when it thunders
If I’m safe in daddy’s arms (repeat)

Daddy look up there’s our star I hear you say to me
Something deep inside says I never want to leave
So I need for you to know whenever I go
God is in control and you are in His arms

Jason Upton.

"You can't live till you know what you live for."

Where's Wally?

Remember the book 'Where's Wally?' where you search for Wally amidst a barage of details on two full colour pages? I could say the same for God in life.

Is it enough just to pass life each day? Is it enough just to do QT, and fulfill speaking to God daily and then move on?

It seems that for most of us God is just confined to the time frame of our QT.

He isn't in our thoughts.

Whatever happened to that lingering sense of His presence? Don't you feel like just so happy and awed when you wonder what God's done?

He isn't in our speech.

Is He that boring? Is GE, Maple and other games worth discussing over? Who's gonna level up? Which item did you get... Is homework really worth griping about?

He isn't in what we do.
The mouse clicks, the keyboard rumbles. The pen rolls on and on... Our eyes are glued to the screen. Our tables are filled with work. Games are more exciting. Homework is more pressing.


Ah, I know where God is. He's given that tiny little corner in our heart...

There.

Can you see it?

He's just like Wally. Easily unnoticed.

BOMG

I think it's true. We're not desperate enough. I feel not desperate enough.

It is as if the moment Monday came, I warped myself into another zone. The comfort zone. Looking back this week, I think I could have been more desperate for the things of God and for the burdens of His heart.

Must keep fanning the flame.

Remembered what was said regarding JoinT '06. That revival was like starting a BBQ fire. The point we're at right now is somewhat when you put the firestarters in and you don't actually see the flames or the amber charcoals.

You wait, and you fan. Then you just keep fanning and fanning till you see the fire come up.

I guess I'll start with a daily committment to pray. =)

GOd, please keep my eyes open to the pain of this generation, and more importantly, to see that which is in Your heart.

Sleepless in Singapore

It's one of those nights, where you feel tired, but not wanting to sleep, in an effort to make full use of your time.

The school holidays are almost over, and it sure has been one good long break. A well-deserved one!

Ok let's see, what random thoughts will I post at 1am in the morning.

The most joyous moment of my day today was this morning when I was with God. Today's worship was just that bit different. God was so close. I could feel His arms around me today.

Guess I needed Him quite a bit. It's not been an easy few weeks, nor has it been hard. It's just, I've struggled through with my life, wondering whether I loved Him enough, amongst many other questions I've asked myself.

His presence today was just, "whoo" - in the words of Jason Upton.

I wondered whether I was living life pure enough, carrying His burdens, and whether I was desparate enough. The questions haunt me constantly, as I try to find the answers that elude me.

Well, today I realised one thing, I really got to just stay close to God and love Him. Then He'll come down, down, down, to the next-to-me-place. =)

It was that simple.

How to Talk about Jesus to Your Friends

Here's some suggestions as to how to start a conversation about God.

It doesn't have to be a "turn-or-burn" sermon, but it could be a chance for you to show your friends how much God loves you and how much He means to you. Just be the light and salt. =)

#1 - put a plastic fish with your friend's name in your pencil case.

During lessons, purposely leave pens all over your table and make sure your 'fish' is can be clearly seen by all your classmates seated around.

"Hey, what's that with my name on it?"

Brilliant!! Now you start sharing with your friend.

#2 - bring and read a Christian book (e.g. Rachel's tears)

Read during recess or during breaks. Remember the interesting portions and you can share them with your friends.

Try buying books like biographies. They present real life stories that can be really good talking points.

#3 - read up on articles in the newspapers. E.g. recently the earthquake in Japan.

Talk about how fragile life is and how you can't hold onto your own life. Then maybe ya can talk about Jesus being your guarantee. =)

Can't think of more for now... =)